It’s been so long since we met, isn’t it?? I’m Misti..and today, I want to write my heart out!! I don’t want it to be in the list of most viewed posts, neither do I wish to earn sympathy. I just want to write and talk to myself..
How beautiful does it feel when you find a person who makes promises and show you dreams that are amazingly wonderful. You want them to be your future and start chasing them. You also want that person to hold your hands and walk with you on this journey..but situations destroy all the dreams and promises. Now you can’t blame anyone, neither yourself nor that person. Then you decide to stop planning and dreaming. But this hurts the person as if you don’t want to understand or involve yourself in his situation. I wish I could have the courage to ask him, “Why should I involve myself..Do I really matter??”
I want to ask him, “Do you have the courage to come out of your comfort zone, just to keep those promises?”
“Did you ever try to prove that you’re stronger than your situation, just to keep myself dreaming?”
“Who’re you to decide what’s going on inside me if you can’t understand why I don’t want to involve myself in your situation?”
“Can’t you slap your stupid situation, just to make me smile?”
“Can’t you show the world that you can face anything, just to keep those dreams alive?”
“All these questions are needed to be asked, but I have to be silent, just because I don’t want you to face adverse situations because of my dreams, which probably are yours too, but I don’t want to ask you whether you remember them or not…”